Cat's whirling drum

Where has it gone?

These days, I come to such a strange conclusion.

Not only in DT, but also in communication with uppergrade, & carm down with changing reward, etc. They all give me such a lession.

I still remember the story in the stock boy of Japan story. A teacher told him to keep his eyes wide open and close his mouse.

So, do nothing is much difficult than to do sth. To face the rule of nature, don't show too much atitude about, and watching the affear happening as it ought to be.

Last night the god told me a story in dream, when woke up, it is still clear.So I write it down.

This is a physical lab, I was urged by my classmate to open a utility connectting to a pipe. My brain is empty, I don't know the goal of today's work, and don't know what the utility is for. But I know I ought to make it clear.

'Quick, there is no time!', the classmate shouted, and all the eyes around concentrated on me. So I did what she told me to.

Terrible thing happened, a kind of liquide pumped out of the end , and suddently changed to strong fire, I was stuned. and my friends too. I asked them to hand me a hap, but no one did, they only gave me advice without any real action. I was so swety like an ant on the fire......

The class was over, everybody handed up their paper, except me. The teacher casted me aside. I didn't even finish a small task.

I woke up, almost in tears. In the whole affair who is wrong?
Needless to say, me! For I did the thing not from my heart, only ajust to others. And I deserved the punishment.

Action from heart, or no action.

Today, another day shows my bad discipline. So when I want to do something, I should look back to my stratergy, to judge if the action is ajust to it.

Hoping tomorrow will be better.

The day trade practise today encounters the following problems
1. 15% cost is consumed.
2. Two account mixed to cause slow reaction.
3. Reading the book simultaneitly cause to ignore the important factors. And the book reading is inefficient.
4. Slow calculation skill caulse the lose of oppotunity. Always look up the history for forgotten amount.
5. Too much expectation to lost the oppotunity
6. the largest wave would appears in the begining 30 minutes & last 30 minutes.


In order to handle the above problem, following mesurements should be carry out
1. reduse the day trade account to only one, no new sums would be added until the skill is matured
2. reduse the action time in 1 hour, half in begining and half in ending. for 600018
3. The book reading will concentrate on title & Q&A style.
4. Try to remember the percentage and amout firmly. Do some practising. If necessary, use paper.
5. Don't care too much about the percentage difference, only about the top and bottom, especially in the peak time.

There is a line of daily news reading in my schedule. But I feel there is a little problem here. The satisfying reading state should be like a sponge sucking watter actively, but now like a stone. Info. hard to put in.

To change the state,I have the following plan
1. To play chinese boxing in spare time, but my neighbor would see me then. Or do some house-hold, such as cleaning my room, doing some washing, peparing for the next meal, etc.

2. Cancel the day trade, or if not, try to make the practicing legal and low cost. The skill named Day Trade can help me survive in cold economic winter, which brings carlmness and pacience charactor. So how to decrease the cost is coming to schedule now. The following 4 steps should be applied.
1)Prepare the plan the day before, when stock marcket is increasing, I can take 1 or 2 days break, but if decreasing, daytrade until withdraw all the money.
2)reflect only according to the plan.
3)No words about stock except the seasonal report.
4)Only 1 daytrade account is applied.

3. Skim the topic in news reading. Only dig in for more interest, and withdraw immediately after the question is answered.

4.Spend more time on project topic.

I had a dream, hoping that one day I will become the researcher of google answer. But it seems imporssable now. For google will cancle the serials of no profit services.

I hope the blog will not be cancel, for I really appreciate it for the good habbit to write dairy.